Knightly Woa 🙂
Thoughts drift over a wet day in May.

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An old tin-canned Knight sat on Rufus.
October, it was, and I clanked. Continue reading
My riding days
Thoughts drift over a wet day in May.

🙂
An old tin-canned Knight sat on Rufus.
October, it was, and I clanked. Continue reading
Mini heat wave then ended and reality set in with high winds and rain…
Well – we started – and we might one day be able to hack out again – but as the weather worsened I scaled back as the areas I was using for restarting and playing games got too slippery. TBH riding three at this stage where there is a lot of confidence building for them and I and a lot of getting off and walking past things and then trying to get back on again – by the time I get to Flax I am overtired and my fitness level isn’t there yet but as daylight lengthens we will see if I can overcome that – as riding Bud becomes a ‘norm’ and not something I fret about and am easily put off then that will help.
Doing three a day alongside writing and the what bits of the farm are left is a lot of effort and I decided this time to put them before the writing for the first time in years – it was probably my last chance – it is appalling how unfit I am. Have had one week ( last week) when no rides due to the wind being too strong up here and I must admit I had my nose to the window glaring at it like a small child willing it to go away – it went in its own time and Flax and I carried on as best we could.
This has been a worry all year. Two injuries have prevented the fitness work I wanted to do on myself and with that came depression about the situation with my Mum’s poor health and the fact we have had NHS staff in every day.
I made the effort to get horses in and Roger came up and did teeth and vacs etc and Dan stuck a set of shoes on Rufus. I felt it was all very ‘last time-ish’ and last chance. It is no fun being 53 and unfit – but it could be worse so I have kept going with what I can do and not what I can’t deal with.
Parelli had a few blips with their web site which was unnerving when I needed some inspiration so I felt alone all around. They are now back up and running – if without the library I use a lot 🙂
The Plantar Fascitis and the left hand soft tissue injury have limited the rope work with the horses and the walking out but I have been out with Rufe and yesterday I sat on him for the first time in 18 months. It felt grim and it was very hard not to get off and run away a – literally it was too hard – so I had to stay up there for a while till the ‘I am old and fat and feel stupid’ feeling went and he and I went for a short ride around the farm fields LOL 🙂

Mum is still in hospital and no matter what I do it is on my mind there fore I do not want to ride. Rufe is still scurfy and soaked in Benzle and Baby Oil – and soon Benzle, Baby Oil and Tee Tree so isn’t wanting to ‘go out’ – not even for Blue Bells.
Flax is Flax – very fat after winter in knee deep grass…
Buddy looks great – but as long as I am thinking of ‘what ifs’ I need my feet on the ground – since Tash died 6 weeks ago my walking has lessened and my fitness plummeted –so – when Dan came last week to do the foot trimming I booked the next two visits as trims and the next one – early Sept as two trims and one set – that is the only inducement I have to get fitter that might work – and if I fail to do so then I will be giving up riding. If I do start to act on that fitness plan then Bud and I can start ground work etc again…
Prior to Mum’s illness we had planned to work on the shed this summer – drainage, surface and tree removal, new stanchions etc and I had hoped to get Bud down in the village while that was going on – but now I do not know if we will do that or not… Either way Bud will stay here – so I will need to get fitter – despite horse flies and long grass or calves etc…
Horses are still down over – they have been as far down over as is possible – in order to find shelter from the weather. The top field remains an inhospitable and unpleasant mess of dank wet ground and short bottomless grass.
With my mum in hospital and the weather conditions grim the horses are unlikely to be brought into work this year I feel. The best I can hope for is a re group in the coming seasons but with them at 12/13 now and me in my 50’s actually riding seems like something ‘I once did’…
First exploration of my exit path down through the woods stopped after the first field!
The large willow tree that has stood by the gate got tired of waiting for some one to trim it and when gravity took over – its roots loosened by the heavy rain and high gusty wind – it upended right across the middle field gate way… It has missed the gate and the posts which is good… Continue reading
Cancelled Farrier as weather heinous high wind and flooded under foot – horses will not be relaxed in the shed they are better left alone where they are – next visit is under a month away and no one has grown much foot.
Week 14 of the ‘Fit to Write and Fit to Ride’.
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I built up to ex bike 30 km /day. No riding.
Got a field Go-Bucket ready – contents = hoof pick on a bright string, 2 string halters and two long ropes, a plastic hair brush and plastic mane comb and my gloves – all I have to do is pick it up and get the small Kidz Carrot Stick and I am good to go play while I am unrugging and checking them etc.
Serviced the clippers and cleaned the boxes and got new blades.
Washed Rufe’s neck, withers, spine and hip area with Hibbi scrub and put his lightweight rug on top to protect from Flax chewing and so clipping might be possible if his dermatophilus congolenis won’t clear or Flax makes him too sore – ‘rain scald’ /’lumpy wool’ ( sheep ) caused by him having to wear the thick sweet itch rugs virtually all year – IMO this has made him hypersensitive – as even when he hasn’t got sweetitch he cannot tollerate any insect landing on him so will make himself sore all year round unless it is unusually cold. He has not been rideable since mid-June due to this skin damage.
They are now at large in the whole field.
Vet rang to say their annual Wormer and Bot med is in – oh yummy 🙂
It’s Marie-Claire 9.15 on Friday 28/07/2017
Going to do a Dog Day Chronicle walk with Tash and Dragon – for this is post because I would like to ‘talk’ about what has happened the last week or so since I found that I could fly Dragon without crashing so this is a rather new experience for me in that I’m dictating as I’m going round doing house work getting ready and heading out – And some of this is not going to make it into the blog or ‘social’ – three subjects – Horses, The Holding and Writing – the Writing bit is getting a ‘normal’ written update to see how they compare and I will post that separately. ( need to compare this dictated and transcribed post with the written version in Writing LOL) Continue reading
Has been fun – sometimes that has only been apparent when I am telling the tale after I get home 🙂 But mostly it has been FUN 🙂
I am SO over caring what people think if I want to get off and walk or to stand and look at the view. I just know that if I turn up every day and do something with the boys then – after the 2 – Buddy and 3 years – Rufus and Flax – that we will all get out there again.
I am aware we have edges that life has given us in that time and I try to stay close to the edge but not take us over for too long.
AS EVER, the view between the horse’s ears is best when it contains equal sky and ground – variants on the proportions viewable can mean that you are about to kiss your – or it’s – backside goodbye.
Still, it is good to have a Riding Week update at last 🙂
Geese still confined to the barn but I moved them to the old pig area and got the horses moved back up the top 1/3/17 they have been only coming in for hay and Bud to have some feed except last night they came in overnight as the weather was foul.
The Vet came up to re-check Bud’s teeth and found large mouth ulcers, so Rufe had shoes refitted and Bud remains unshod and will do until I am sure the wounds are healed.
I have yet to do any ground work with Rufe and Flax and Buddy is working at the moment on getting used to standing in a position that facilitates me moving his rug around ie next to a half barrel.
Farrier put shoes back on Rufus in case I manage to get out and about – on foot – with him. Flax and Bud are still barefoot.
The weather and ground conditions supported plenty of moving and handling skill practice, and when the weather changed I practised with the latest iteration of the Parelli site and found some old iterations of Level 1 and Level 2 that I have immersed myself in, to great affect.
The horses are still in the middle field but come up each day – they can’t all come in the shed easily now as – due to anti-Bird Flu strategy- our geese are in the shed for large amounts of time as that is where their food and water is, and I cannot take down the anti-fox barricades easily.
Pleased with the non-riding riding month, though 🙂 Learnt lots and laughed lots – what’s not to like?
Back to work this week, horses quite happy turned out. Started feeding a little hay.
Parelli launched the beginning of their website update which will take a while to implement – now there are three sites to play with. I really hope they continue the blogging area, as since they dropped the paper mag’ and the actual DVDs for members, I only really use the blog to record my horses and to catch up with other folk’ there. Hell of a lot of work is going in, but the bottom line for me is I paid my sub a year in advance – and it isn’t due till July – by then I will know if it is worth me rejoining again – unlike last time when I rejoined, and then they changed it. 🙂
Scheduled edit this week – may overrun into next – but after that, I am looking at what I want to do with the horses this year and taking a hard look at my fitness – to see if the two ideas are remotely on the same page 🙂

Having had some great walks and rides with both Rufus and Buddy last week, I woke up Saturday morning to the sad realisation that one of my dogs – ‘the palomino lurker’ Brin had had a Stroke over night which was a huge shock – as even though nearly 15 yo he has been very fit – for several days after this episode it looked like we were facing the ‘long goodbye’ and I cancelled my rides I had planned with my friend and stayed at my editing desk, with Brin near by instead – however he is adapting to his new reality and rarely topples over and his appetite is increasing a bit too 🙂
Yesterday afternoon I had thought to take Rufe out for a walk but instead when I walked down the field I discovered Buddy had two swollen hind legs

– vet was duly called out and we decided it was some kind of allergic reaction from something in the newest patch of grass they are grazing – a bit out of the wind right by the shed – no ie except there are a few fierce little stinging nettles there… Anyway today I moved Bud back up nearer the road – the swelling has gone down to mostly just around the fetlocks – but is still there – so we will see how he goes – and assuming that Brin stays the same and or improves I hope to be out for some rides next week:)
Inspiration came about the story I am taking through Holly Lisle’s revision course on the 23rd of Sept – it gave me enough to write the thread I was struggling with right through the end of the series -but the next few days I felt bereft – I jumped in the van, I went to the beach, the harbour, coffee shops, the old fort – I walked the dogs and I couldn’t find ‘it’ again – then I realised I didn’t need to find it – it HAD given me all I needed to go on with for the next two books after this one – I had dictated it into Dragon and Dragon had transcribed the excited ‘ramblings’ and the notes had been stored in Scrivener – revelation and slight embarrassment and then delight as I felt free enough from the constant nagging ‘thinking’ about the books, to really enjoy being with the horses and head out with a friend for a ride, I took Rufus for that long planned walk and even found I was in the ‘right place’ to deal with Flax reminding me be likes to bite me!

Flax and Rufus grazing under the willow tree I grew from a cutting when we came here – reminds me of home in The Purbecks 🙂
So sunny September – with it’s blissful days – has given me fantastic progress on all fronts, fiction story edit, non fiction project and most importantly – getting out and about 🙂
And yes – that IS a picture of me riding Flax :)- may be one day I will again! Who knows? 🙂

Rufus has some pretty uncomfortable health issues and Flax derives most of what confidence he has from his brother’s leadership and though Flax gets on very well with Buddy – neither are the leader that Rufus is – the boss mare’s son was born to rule – and he does with hooves tipped with iron and teeth sharp to snap order into the field life – it is obvious to me that should Rufus become distressed beyond our ability to care for him then a decision will have to be made about his future – and the future of the others will be much more painful for them and confusing if they do not have their muscle memories of doing things without him – or each other – that it is OK to come with me for a while to see the sights etc. Now Rufus is not so uncomfortable right now that any of this is more than a sound idea to start putting into practice – he also may benefit from some exposure time without his rugs as I do often wonder if being so wrapped up makes some of his skin issues worse and him more intolerant and sensitive…
“I’ve written half this book watching Rasa, Merlin, and Spirit perfect the lost art of doing nothing. Chinese Taoists call it wu wei, “not doing,” and horses are particularly good at it.” from “Riding Between the Worlds: Expanding Our Potential through the Way of the Horse” by Linda Kohanov










