Mindset Issues – Otherwise Known as Baulking…

Mindset Issues – Otherwise Known as Baulking…

Monday 03/06/2018

I have arrived on time. I am where I said I would be. I have said so publically and I have stated this privately and I have worked hard to get here – for years.

All the things I have done along the way – learnt, discovered and heard and all the battles I have fought – and the things I have given up – and those I have gone back for as the way was too desolate without them along side… All of those things, those moments of Ka Ching. And last night I baulked. Spooked at my own shadow. Backslid. Whatever. However. Whyever? Continue reading

Blog Newsletter Schedule…

Newsletter Scheduling…

TBH I haven’t ever blogged, regularly, enough to work out what a Newsletter is – the most I have ever done is to get Mail Chimp to send an email to me ( only subscriber) to tell me I had remembered how to use the thing. However, things have fallen into place having, as someone prompted me yesterday ( Orna Ross Blog Post https://www.ornaross.com/the-most-creative-answer/?fbclid=IwAR3WUsU59cPeKxhuP8A-mMyk5NWgkoefM1cTg1T6euFhIl_Kn-NbKN-6S98    Re Living with the question a while) So, I ventured to log in to Mail Chimp and change – for myself – the delivery dates of the ‘campaigns’ – setting various time spans leaving me free to get on and use the blogs and know that I am not bombarding – my self at least –  subscribers with email each time I do.  The worst part of this, for me, is that calling things ‘Newsletters’ and ‘Campaigns’  – at my stage of this ‘business’ feels horribly pretentious – and as I still do’t have a product to sell so it always feels too early – even though that is the most common piece of advice I hear – followed by, ‘of course Blogging is dead’.  Well, dead or not, I have these things and I might as well use them for what ever I will do regularly rather than looking at them – unused – waiting to do something other folk tell me I should, because it ‘worked’ for them – last year.

Having scheduled the ‘campaigns’ I then entered them as ‘publication dates’ on my paper calendar and  my hard copy desk diary and my Google calendar. I feel I can do what I like now – and anyone who finds the Blogs and wants to sign up will get a newsletter of what I am doing either once a month or weekly – depending which Blog – and if I haven’t posted then no mail will be sent but if I have spent time blogging everyday they won’t get pissed off with an avalanche of email  as I find my way around.

Next: Editing and Redrafting begins…

 

New Year Stuff.

New Year Stuff.

 

Writing and Life.

My office pod in 27 – now with torture equipment 🙂

I had a month off from writing, Pod Casts and Face Book  Groups. I haven’t had a digital fast but my interest waned in the conversations going on around me and didn’t feel I wanted to join in. Neither, have I set new goals for this year – I am working on the same plan bit by bit and I have started writing, again, on the Lead Magnet story October Mornings for the YA series. Continue reading

October Mornings…

October mornings are best started outside 🙂

This month the writing has been fitted around Mum’s care needs. I worked on the Editor’s reports as planned and sent some back to her for a second look after revision. Issue I have is that the report is being stretched to something it wasn’t intended for  and doing story and structure edits based on 100 pages of a 300+k series is not sensible – and is wasting time – so though I have thought about that I am concentrating on learning the specific line edits on those pages. It has taken me a while to realise that though.

It’s also been a month for tech replacement – iPhone needed changing and the printer is now on last pages and the D link is being replaced.

My process has been hit with injury – Plantar Facitis in my left foot and a soft tissue injury in left hand – both have effected the work as standing and or sitting has been difficult and typing  much the same – Dragon 15 helped – but standing and looking at the screens is a large part of editing as is printing off and reading while sat down!!

West Bay 2018

Summer’s End and an End in Sight.

 

I have finished the first draft of Hacked to Bits.  This is the first ‘straight through’ MS I have done since Quest 4 – a few summers ago – and the first entirely on the laptop and then filed to Scrivener , Ywriter and Novel Factory and printed – why the three? They all look at projects in similar ways but enough is different that it gives me a fresh look at what I am doing. I also back up to two external hard drives now – no longer does a new first draft fill me with the dread of either typing 130k 🙂 – dictating it for transcription by Dragon saw off that appalling circumstance last year – but given my Mum’s continued fragility of health my time became very concentrated when I was writing this draft and so I made my self write on the lap top and file by copy and paste and print as I went each day – so now when I want to edit the thing it is ready with no extra admin time beyond setting up new files for the 2nd draft.

The two weeks since I finished have seen me sort out the shipping container were I store my stuff, sort out upgrades etc – Dragon 15 Pro from 13 etc and renew website hosting etc.

The biggest issue has been what do I do next?

By asking, ‘does this get this book closer to publication?’ I have whittled down the exciting choices making a solid wall in front of me to, ‘which series first?’ I want to abandon my Adult series – Hacked – and return to YA. But, the Editor’s reports I commissioned in 2017 were for the first in the Hacked series – Hacked Off. And though, at this stage, most comments will apply to both re line edits and there are a few story points which relate to both – the fact is the detail and actual line edits belong firmly to that MS. So just reading the reports and then putting them away is not going to get Quest 1 further towards publication as I won’t really have learnt the lessons I need from the experience of having the reports done.

Next week I will have a second read of the reports and the line edits of Hacked Off – enough has piqued my interest that I have not written the Epilogue for Hacked to Bits yet – after I have wrung every last drop out of the reports I will look at that Epilogue – or leave it to stew a while longer and only then will I return to Quest 1.

Quest 1 will be my main focus as that will be the lead magnet for that series – free chapters of HO may work for that series – but I do not intend that whole book to be free and there enough out takes that I hope to make novellas of but only after I have Quest off to an Editor next year.

This week so far…

Darkness and Light…

Still a difficult time …

Mum still in hospital and a friend also died…

 

 

 

The Writing Week…

Thoughts are with the non fiction in many ways – the shape of http://mywestdorsetfarmblog.com   and whether – or not – I want to get involved with non fiction books of any kind related to farming and  rural life beyond my updates to  that blog page.

Joanna Penn has her new book – and course – out  – https://www.thecreativepenn.com/write-non-fiction/

I had been hoping it would coincide with my thoughts and it has…

I have been continuing to search for things that distract my anxiety over my Mum’s situation and have sat through a few films – ‘Wild’ being one of them though I didn’t realise the significance till I had got into it !-!  I have the Kindle book of that too and am reading it alongside the film. Another favourite escapist indulgence is anything Monty Don writes at the moment The Road To Le Tholonet is a wicked treat. Ruby Wax in various audio versions of her  three brilliant books have kept me cackling in the small hours – enough my new neighbours might be wary of this old lonely house and it’s reclusive Writer inhabitant. Mercifully the fab over the top series Versailles has returned for Season 3 so I can escape into that – at least some of the time when I cannot sleep.

I am still thinking about H2B – the fiction side never goes away – the third instalment of the trilogy I am working on – but with the garden to plant, a fox attack on my geese, little or no sleep at night, and the  ever present wondering if Mum is OK or if the phone will ring –  it is hard to escape into their story. It hasn’t gone far – just at the moment it is under the surface as I pick away at a coupe of plot issues I’d refused to acknowledge out loud to myself. Like the garden – if the seeds aren’t planted – the crop can’t be harvested but like the garden the soil needs preparation and the stones removed and the holes filled in.

That said, I should go plant cabbages… but, it’s been a bit of a morning of it – went to town after half a night’s sleep – the best recently I might add – and parked the van only to find the machine wasn’t working  I put 80p in and got £1.80 back – but it was an old pound… Then as I walked past the Greyhound I spotted a friend and his son breakfasting – they bought me coffee and we had a raucous catch up. They left and I went to WHS to get the book covering cling film stuff – only to find i had no purse… HUM – back to the car and then home – found purse and returned to town and back to WHS to buy the stuff ! Returned home to sort out my poor geese after their savage fox attack yesterday – last post I pulled out to replace I tweaked my back 🙁 – geese sitting on patio didn’t look sympathetic so I might cover those books before I plant cabbages. Or, I might sit under the moss roses and behind the rhubarb and write…

Writer’s retreat – behind the Moss roses and next to the Rhubarb… And Mont y and Sarah Don for company 🙂

May 2018

First Draft H2B started.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Some Writing Days…

This has remained a difficult month as my mum remains in the care of the NHS in the County Hospital here and remains fragile.

However, in the time between I have worked on what ever I could – and what ever I felt like – and that has included getting on with H2B. It now stands at about 5k – I would love one of those blog goal trackers in my side bar  but it is something else to get side lined with – digital bright shiny things 🙂 Continue reading

May —This month be sunny and safe…

Rough plan –

This first week I have been catching up the non fiction blogs and working out what to do with the farm blog – and why I am not writing farm based non fiction books. I still just want to write fiction 🙂 So I actioned my plans and caught the blogs up with pictures telling the story – would have been great but for a combo of Microsoft and Window’s 10 and Apple trying to update my machinery and really slow broad band – turned a morning’s work into a 15 hour day 🙁 So it is just pictures and few words – 🙂

Next week it is Bank Holiday and the next day corresponds with the day that the third part of Hacked series kicks off so I aim to start writing and keep going on this till The End. Having said that Chris Legg – another local writer – is giving a presentation here on Self Publishing either Wed or Thur next week for myself and others who missed his run through previously I have also booked up some workshops over the summer and the first of those is 13 May in Dorchester – that one is Short Story writing which I thought might help with freebies and give aways. Who knows if that will even be relevant with GDPR laws stalking the lists…

🙂